Hidden_Mask

hungerxartist:

I AM OR HAVE BEEN:
[] anorexic
[] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x]thirsty
[] drinking something
[] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I WISH:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[] I could control myself
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[] I wasn’t fat
[] I was pretty
[] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars
[] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[x] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles

RELATIONSHIPS:
[x] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship
[] I’ve been ‘the other woman’

SEXUALITY:
[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[] I’ve hugged a stranger
[] I have kissed a stranger

BAD TIMES:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’m addicted to self harm
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[x] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[] I’ve used laxatives
[] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] Sleeping pills
[] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other

HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[] Being thin is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
[x] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself